Thursday, June 30, 2005

tHaNk U aGaIn!!!!!!!!!!!

hi guys!!! whazzzup!?!? as most of u know, i passed everything(> U <) i passed the japanese interview! i can go to australia with all of my friends!!!!! im really happy now!! i mean, there's just one thing...i don't wanna leave my family coz i love them so much. i'll ask them to come visit me all the time!! and actually there's another thing. when we take the study abroad preparation classes, we usually don't have to go to some of the regular classes, but this time, we have to take both classes! so the possibilities to fail one of them is higher!!!!!!! i'll have to study really really hard...i'll do my best.
i wanna thank everyone who helped me,like practicing the interview with me, cheering me up or sent me messages. thank u thank u thank u!!!!!!!! and my friends who had the tests with me!! the two ayumis, takuji, mai and karei(^ - ^) let's try hard for the classes that begins next semester!!!

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Praying for success...

hi! how r u doin? last time i passed the second test for study abroad and today i had the last japanese interview. i was so worried and stressed about this interview coz i've heard that the interviewers are really mean to us. PLUS, i'm not good at japanese so i wasn't sure if i could say what i really wanted to. and the interviewers are mean to people who can't speak clearly. so i was really stressed feeling really bad 4 about 3 days!!! but yesterday, many people sent me messages and called me to cheer me up. so when i woke up this morning, i thought that i would feel like throwing up but i didn't feel like that!lol
i mean, i did feel bad, but when i remembered what people told me the day b4 , i got much much better. i felt like i could get over it. i have the best friends in gaidai!!!
and when i got on the train and met my friend ayumi, i got a little more nervous but it wasn't so much like the last 2 days. as i mentioned b4 , i was reaally bad 4 a few days b4 the big day.
right b4 the interview, i was really nervous. but when it began, the other interviewees were asked many many things. i thought that i would be asked many difficult things 2. but when it was my turn to speak, they didn't ask me ne thing more than what they wanted to know. i felt like they were ignoring me!! but it was better 4 me coz if i speak longer, even i don't understand what i'm talking about. so it was much better than what i expected. i thought it would be a hell! but it was cool. i really wish all of my friends pass the test. the announcement is on tuesday. i can't wait!!!

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

My favorite song!!!!

today i'm goin to talk about my favorite song. actually i have 2 songs that i really like. one is a slow song called "corazon partio" by alejandro sanz. it's a spanish song and the singer is from latin america. he won the latin grammy awards. this song's title's meaning is broken heart in english. the song is about his heart breaking story. in the chorus part he sings "who is gonna give me the emotion, who is gonna ask me not to leave, who is goin to let me in if it gets cold tonight"(in spanish) the way he sings is very sad. and it makes me feel that he really had his heart broken. another thins that i like about this song is the latin sound of the acoustic guitar. it's very cool. the other song that i really like is a song called "breaking the habit" by linkin park. this song is not slow. it's rock. i don't understand the words very well but i really like the sound and the melody of this song. i mean, i understand what he is singing but i don't understand what he means in the song. linkin park is very cool. and they won many many awards in mtv with this song.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

i pAssEd !!!! \(>U<)/

Hi!! how r u? last time, i wrote that i didn't wanna be 20 and stuff, but that day i got presents and stuff from my friends and i felt really good!! i felt so loved from everyone!!lol thanks for the people who gave me lovely things and who even just said Happy Birthday!!

today was the so long waited day of the first announcement of the people who past the paper judgment for studying abroad. i was late to school but i had to look at the board first before going to class. i couldn't wait!!!!
when i went to the board i wanted to jump up coz i found my name!!!
but i couldn't coz if i did, i would be a stranger!!lol
ne way, i didn't expect to pass coz i handed it late and everything but i passed!! so i was very happy! it's a long way from now because i need to take interviews and tests but i'll try my best. thanks for people who supported me and for who wished me a happy birthday again!!
and please wish me luck♪♪

Friday, June 03, 2005

tHaNk U!!!!

hi,guys! first of all, i wanna thank everybody who helped me through the blog for my study abroad application. even though i handed out late, i could write a good motivation thanks to u! (special thanks to emi...she helped me @ school 2) now all i can do is wait till the day that they will say who passed.

and, guess what? today is my birthday by the way!! i'm not really happy though...i don't want to be 20. i wanted to be teenager a little more! and i haven't done ne thing special in my teenage years.
but now i can drink without feeling guilty so that's an advantage.
so it'll be fun gather all the 20s friends and drink sometime.especially ex-group 4. i'm looking forward to the next party with them.
i'll go for now coz it's 2am!! i gotta have some sleep! c ya!!